Sunday, March 2, 2025

Islander

 There's a really cute guy on the island called Hiro. I knew him when I first arrived, and he's a really quiet guy. But he's burly, and has a sweet smile. I did not think anything more about that.

A few weeks ago, I hit the gym and saw him with his friend. We just said hello, and went to our own things. But what surprised me was that he came forward to help spot me when I was working out. He touched my elbows and helped me push it upwards, and suddenly I felt my thirst take over me. It was just a very simple action, and I'm not a primary school kid. But I was touched by his attention towards me?

And now I have a crush on him... But I did a little snooping around and I gathered that he's not married, my age, and born in February. 

Either Aries or Pisces...

He dropped out of high school, which makes me raise an eyebrow though.

But I like his gentleness so far, like trying to talk to me, and helping me with workouts. I think he smells good too, and last Friday I felt a sense of panic because we were both wearing grey sweatpants and he had his hoodie on, while I wore a grey shirt as well. It was almost like a matching couple so I was flabbergasted when I realised it. Don't think Adel noticed it though hahaha...

I don't want to expect anything out of this. I'm quite sure it is just a crush, but I guess I am just absorbed by that sudden attention that he gave me, and the fact that we don't see each other much.

I still want to exchange LINE/ instagram with him, and just get to know him as a friend. 

I am scared of guys, which I told Tomoya that, because I've been hurt very badly. And that I didn't want to date any guys. But if it is Hiro, I would give it a try maybe? He seemed like a green flag so far, his friends are all green flags for now.