Friday, January 30, 2026

Exam results

 I passed the exam, not with flying colors but I guess it really shows that stress really played a huge role in my performance. My anxiety too. 

I am really glad that I was able to talk sense to myself in a 3rd party pov, about me doing so well already since I am living alone in a foreign country with a different language. And the point of taking the test was for me to have a goal to study the language and be able to communicate better.

I think that after the test, I kinda fell because I went travelling and also got lazy. But during the trip, a company reached out to me, and I did a HR interview to get a sense of what the job is like. And I think it's really interesting in terms of how there are new doors that are opening. So I think I'll focus more on speaking, and just study the next language level at my own pace rather than taking an exam. 

Kinda excited to see how much more I can push for, before I leave this country.

Anyway, good job girl, you really pushed very hard with all the lessons and your speaking has really improved from the start. Gotta celebrate, and maybe consider what's the next TB to try learning from.

Sunday, January 25, 2026

Partner Checklist

 Checklist of an ideal partner (physical and emotional state maybe)

1. Closely affectionate

2. Tall (at least 10cm taller)

3. Emotionally available (minimum requirement)

4. Can give space/ can take a no

5. Compatible even in bed...? Slightly kinky is good

6. Wear specs

7. Intelligent but easy going

8. Financially savvy?

9. Voice is clear

10. Patient

11. Family is close, speaks english maybe

12. No moustache

13. Grounded and mature

14. Gives good advice

15. Pampers me, but also have a reasonable reason to be angry. 

16. Smart