First Date

Today (or rather yesterday), I went out with him for the first time, face to face. In conclusion, I'm not sure about him as I like him (not very much romantically though). I guess it's because his humour hasn't resonated with me much, but otherwise; he is considerate, thoughtful and nice.

Pretty flirty too.

We kinda touched hands, with him comparing the length of my fingers. And he stood very near to me even when ordering food, even though it hasn't been a few minutes since we met each other.

He touched my arms, my shoulders, and even preened my hair. Not forgetting that he also held a few strands of my hair to stroke it. He also helped to push my hair away to see my earring while we were comparing earrings.

He noticed the small things, such as making sure to walk on my predominant side (unsure if he saw my other blog, but I doubt), and my bruise.

He also made sure to guide me through the crowd while I was busy on my phone. He shared his drink with me (though I refused later on), carried my shopping bag and walked me home (though I walked him to the station instead). Perhaps because I've been walked (to hall), I didn't find it heart fluttering.

My heart did flutter when he touched my ear though.

He said "wah why you so nice and walk me to the station?". I said; manners. He then said "is it only manners?".

I didn't want him to feel sad so I said well, half manners. He then said, what's the other half?

I rly hate cheesy or sweet talking, so I managed to make an excuse by saying well, because you helped to carry my things.

I guess I'm great at snaking around this.

Anyway, I think overall it has been an okay-ish date? We couldn't do much activities so it was kind of boring, except walking and talking.

I guess it's okay not to be sure at the beginning, although I hope he does not pop the question anytime soon (think he is more infatuated with me than I am with him).

I'm more emotionally independent while he is kind of emotionally attached already.

Guess we will see how it goes. I can imagine him in my life, but I still don't know if I can love him romantically yet?