Anger

I can't look at my subject without thinking back on the incident. I'm just so full of hatred and anger I never knew I was capable of feeling.

And it is even made worse when I even helped her numerous times and she couldn't even look over this incident? I told her the truth yet she won't tell me her truth. Fuck you K.

You even told my friend not to help me? Who do you think you are, bitch? This is between you and me. Why did u drag her into it? And you, my friend. I helped you save your grades by asking her to help you. I linked the two of you. I'm so sick of you. I really shouldn't have helped you if this was going to be the outcome. You really made me regret my decision to help you from the depths of darkness. But to be honest, I helped you because I myself was in the same pit of darkness and I know how it felt. So yes it was my own decision, driven by K's desire for more students too.

That's the truth.

The next thing that made me tremble with so much anger is that you messaged my parent and said "I wish her all the best." Fuck you bitch. Is it so hard for you to message me directly? "Her"? You fucking bitch. The more I think about it, the more pain and anger I feel.

You've succeeded in destroying me one month before The exam. I'm so affected by your fucking attitude to hurt me and my family. You really hurt us. If I were to message you this, I know you would delete before even bothering to look at it. But I'm so tempted to put forward all my feelings and make u regret.

You've lost a friend because you chose it. Our memories together were very trivial to you apparently.

Sometimes I think back and wished I've never met you at all. Maybe we, yes you and me, would have been spared from this incident.

And to my ungrateful friend, I am still 50-50 regretting that I helped you. I can sense you knew what happened yet you have the nerve to tell me "aiya you message her yourself la! Why ask me? (Insert laughing face)" you hurt me again. "I can't lie" ah really?

I've put myself in your shoes several times. If I were you, and my friend who had helped save me were to ask me a favor, I would do it. Just once. If it is constant asking, I wouldn't do it.

It is my first time I asked you a favor and you wouldn't even return the debt.

The world really isn't nice. People you helped can still turn their backs on you.

Econs, I'll do my best for you. You are still my friend even if K is a bitch and that girl is a bitch. Econs, I'll do my best to never let you down. I just really need a chance to let go. Fighting.