Just what am I to you?

Well. I feel kind of sad/miserable.

My results are kinda okay. Well, I am pissed about geog and chemistry (and a bit about amaths) but at least I didn't fail any exams? Except social studies. That was really horrible but I still managed to pass overall yay. Now I'm hoping my lit results for this exam is enough to pull up my lit score for the whole year and that my results for CA were enough to pull up my geog marks. Sigh.

Anyway, that's not the point of this post.

I am seriously wondering. What am I to you?

I've tried to ask my friends but they would usually try to avoid my question T_T I need to know whether I am selfish, egoistic person or what? I would like to change if I can help it (like, if I am really bad that people just cannot stand me). I try to access myself based on people's attitude to me but I really don't know.

Really. What am I to you?

My warped personality?

Hey guyss :) Well, nowadays I was thinking that my personality seems really really horrible D: Like, I am a cruel person and I know it sigh.. I see characters in books that are so kind that I'm wondering how it is possible to be like them. And I was wondering why I can't seem to be kind when my friends can be. And today my friend, Risako, told me maybe its because I am a sadist person. TA-DAH! The word I was struggling to describe my personality is this one! She's so smart.

Yes. I am probably a sadist person. And no, I am not a masochist. Are you kidding me. So yeah, I am glad I found the right word for my personality. I think its quite true. And sadly. I should punch myself a few million times.

And I'm a lobster.

She is a lamb. Well, today we did some personality test and there's a lion, lamb and lobster personality. Lobster is a rational creature (really?) and lion is the slightly aggressive creature. Lamb is the more submissive type.

Yay. I got myself a lobster. What is life. Hahahaha