Such a fucker.
I really dislike how he manipulates everyone to do what HE wants? I really hate his habit of badmouthing people by claiming they are all "one of a kind". Fuck you have you ever thought you are ALSO "one of a kind"? How dare you claim others to be like that and not even bother to establish a connection with them? He really lacks kindness, really. My cousins may be in the wrong but they are young. How can you just say "I'll ignore them." with that black face. You don't even want to tell them they are wrong? How would they know? Just because you aren't blood related to them DOESN'T give you an excuse to ignore them.
And whatever he does contradicts with that he did in the past. Fuck you. He would say let's try this and see if we can get it. WHEN I WANT TO TRY SOMETHING ELSE, he says no you can't. What the fuck?
I strongly believe in the idea that you never know how far you get until you try it. He's always stopping me. And then he goes around saying that my sibling doesn't take opportunities BUT HELLO I'm trying to take an opportunity but he stops me? One second of insanity is all it needs to get that opportunity and you may or may not regret it.
He never supports me IN WHAT I WANT TO DO fuck you. When I'm still currently studying, he plants an idea in me by forcefully digging the soil. He wants me to do what he does but fuck you why can't you let me not have any biases yet and actually figure out what I want to do? I hate his attitude.
And he continues to say things like I'm a preschooler. AND sometimes he thinks I ask stupid questions but LIKE I legit dk?
Can't you just leave me alone when I just want to be alone? YOU don't have to be a genius to read me THAT I WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE fuck you. Many people say they can read my expression and you're telling me you can't?
Did you have to X me over something THIS STUPID? It's not like I'm not even ignoring you. I REPLIED. I said please let me rest for 15 mins. I want to drink and study with the idea that I took a break. It's not like I didn't try to hang in there. I waited for you for some time but my exhaustion took over. 15 MINS. I'M BLOODY FUCKING CLOSING MY EYES. JUST CLOSING. And you go on to say that you don't trust me and want me to get up. I'M SO FUCKING PISSED. And you had to X me. Over this bloody drink that you oh-so-hardworking-ly decide to make for me (when I initially told you I don't want that.) You get to rest while I FUCKING HAVE TO DO WORK like what the hell spare me the miserable drama ok. I legit have enough drama with him. Just no.
