I'm so glad I talked to my mother. Haha the past few days I've been so nervous because I've started to develop feelings for a friend of mine hahaha but the weird thing is that I've never felt like that for him at the beginning of the year. But now that I've witnessed more of his good qualities and his smiles, I couldn't help it. Gosh haha but this is a whole new experience for me and I feel so awkward. I feel this burning sensation of desire. I feel like I want to get closer to him and know all of him.
Anyway, so I seek advice from my mum and here is a wise old advice: "Just create opportunities and don't think about diving into a relationship. Just go out there and enjoy your time with him. If it comes, it'll come."
OK MUM. I'm just going to create opportunities with him and have fun yayyy and not think about all these nerve wrecking feelings.
No matter what, I am very glad to have met him I'm not kidding. He gives me courage for things I feel shy to do. Oh and she also said its normal for you to have strong feelings for a person even if it started later on. Just leave it for a year or so and it'll soften. So yup, anyway I'm going to enjoy myself with him ahaha and just get to know him moreeee.
She also shared with me a couple of her 'love' experience and its kinda funny hahahah I never knew some of those stories.
That goes to prove how parents are the best people you turn to when you need advice :-) Thanks mum.
