Prep talk

There's slightly less than one month left to this considerably major exam. My grades are improving slightly, yet I feel so insecure that I may screw up my promos and not get promoted. After my mid year exams, I could really feel this dark monster called retain wrapping around my soul. I guess that should give you a better idea of how bad it was. Never in my life have I felt that retaining is so real and so close to me. I'm precariously hanging on the cliff of results. I have not even started revising because I'm still trying to catch up my homework. As I see, 29 more days. There really isn't any time left. I rather suffer now than suffer from regret and sorrow.

But yknow dear girl, you've been through so much obstacles since you were born. With your determination and drive, I'm sure you'll see your way through this exam and look forward to next year with your friends. Your seniors, your sibling, everyone, have been through this and made it through. I'm very certain you can do it too!

Appreciation post to friends I love

It's amazing that I've met a number of great people in college. It is never expected, to be honest. I thought that it'll be a torture to get through college (and yes it is still, academic wise) but my friends are giving me the motivation to push through. I'm so thankful for that and I really love you guys!

Sometimes I'm wondering what I am to the other party but I shouldn't think too much. If the other party likes me, he/she will do his/her best to maintain contact as well :) Either way, this is like one of the happiest period in my life thus far. Just the recent Saturday there was a WILD RUN which was da best. Then yesterday was a productive night study date with the guys. They helped me so much I cannot even express my thankfulness. Maybe I should just buy loads of chocolates for them during valentine day :/ (I pray it won't get awkward)

To that person, thanks for being like the sun to me and giving me the strength to get through life. You have my utmost respect :-)