Type of guy

What kind of person are you looking for? I'm sure many of us face this question before. Parents ask, friends ask, even teachers ask???

So I just thought now would be a time to just pen down my thoughts (but of course it's flexible):

1. Charisma: a strong personality basically. I realise I'm attracted to most guys with a strong personality ie. outgoing

2. Eye smiles: wrinkles around the eyes are adorable. Makes him look so sincere

3. Nice smile: Who doesn't like that?

4. A kind and gentleman personality: like holding out his hands, helping me carry things etc, also kind to other people (but ofc i hope to get a tiny bit special treatment)

5. Unfraid to take the initiative: like getting a bit touchy is okay, can help me decide on meals, hugs (I'm totally loving hugs!! I get some from my guy friends but I really like hugs, it makes me feel safe)

6. Same interests: ah it's a bit hard since mine are quite unique haha

7. Humorous ie making me laugh even if it's stupid

I think dramas has probably influenced a lot more and I think my bar just got even higher after watching What's wrong with secretary Kim.

A perfect date would honestly be like: holding hands, going to a quiet place like the park or beach, reading books together, cooking, hth talks are a must, flirting. Basically couple things but I'm not really a crazy type so I prefer down to earth kind of things.

Actually my type of guy aren't really much different as to what practically all girls dream of HAHAHA

Late night thoughts

It's kind of painful trying to move on. I've surely not thought of him for some time since we are from different schools now but I guess, who can really forget their first love?

First love would be the first time we felt unconditional love for someone. Hopefully I can wait for the next, more mature, love.

I think love is about admiration and respect for a person, and also the hope to grow together with him. Love does not mean it should be perfect, but I can't seem to find the same spark.

Giving my youth of first love to him; I don't regret it but what I regret is not confessing, and not trying hard enough (well part of the reason I didn't confess was because he already liked someone).

For my next love, I promise myself to handle it more maturely, and not to get my parents involved because ultimately it's my own business. They shouldn't tell me I can't get into a relationship because of my studies or work or etc. What I choose to do is my decision.

Whoever is out there, I'm still waiting for you. As patiently as I can.

I hope that this year or the next year, I would have found the spark.