Fate

 I feel bad to ignore him. But I was done with his avoidant actions though it was subtle.

I don't know if he meant it, but I didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable, nor do I want to beg him to look at me. I am not going to initiate things with him I guess.

I believe in 運命. I believe that my right partner will not miss me. And I believe that he will be smart and loyal as well. I hope to manifest someone like that. I'll trust in the universe to bring him to me. 

I don't want to fight against it maybe