I thought back again while looking at the old photos. And I realised that my feelings with my ex were that he was hot in my eyes, with a personality that I could take. Chill, and good at chinese, and patient most of the times.
Then I recalled me visiting the ghost guy place, and he met me at the bus stop and took me to the convenience store before turning around to give me a hug and smelled me. I had felt butterflies and I think it was the hope that crushed me more. I could foresee how we would get together. And I couldn't believe he had done that to me. But what's done is done, and he did it. Actions speak louder than words, which is why I don't trust guys who don't show their actions. I've been afraid of getting hurt.
Yet I also want a guy who is stable. I'm wondering when would I meet the person closely affectionate? I had hoped that it was the gym guy, but I don't think it is, since his actions are very awkward now...
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